The end is near?

Blogging. The space for our worst kind of selves to grow. A wonderful breeding ground for self-delusions. PLUS! It gives us the freedom to indulge in all kinds of fantasies about ourselves. I suspect so. Reading 1 to many of sarong Party girl's entries. I'm beginning to suspect that she is actually a really foolish girl who only sounds intelligent.(Who might not even be a girl in the first place) Come on, the strange thing about the whole blog thing is that we don't really know who is out there. Though it may seem deceptively uncomplicated. You know? The case of a fool who only sounds like she knows what she is saying? OR a drunk who claims he/she is not drunk? Or a mad person who shouts that he/she is not mad? OR a ghost who argues with the exorcist that he is really alive? Of course there are nice. friendly. happy. sincere. blogs out there. I read plenty of them by my friends. But some blogs make me feel like it's a space for people to grow to be their own worst creations. Like : A-DEAD-DRUNKARD-BITCHY-BITCH.
OR.
SAD-DERANGED-KILL-MYSELF-DEPRESSO.
OR.
BIMBO-ACT-CUTE-PINK-PRINCESS.
OR.
OH-SO-DEEP-PHILOSOPHER-DEEP-THINKER.
OR.
HATE-THE-WHOLE-FUCKING-STUPID-WORLD-CYNIC.
OR.
PORN-QUEEN-WANNABE-EXHIBITIONIST.
OR.
ESCAPE-FROM-MY-VERY-MUNDANE-EXISTENCE-BLOGGER.


I think this blog falls into one of these ugly categories. (Try taking a pick from the above choices)I'm sad abt this. I'm quite frankly starting to hate this whole enterprise.

YOu know how somethings should never be seen? Those ugly things you think? OR those crazy thoughts or stupid philosophies you make up yourself about the world around you? These weird creatures living in the dark cracks of your mind should (FOR THE GOOD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD)never ever make their appearances? Blogging gives them the freedom to sometimes come creeping, flying, bursting out.

Blogging is a bit creepy in that sense. It's taking a tour around into people's outlook and their viewpoint of their world/life/cup of coffee. Terrible. Terrible experience sometimes. Looking around too much does something strange to your brain.

You end up feeling a little like me right now: Creeped out +disgusted+ Disappointed+ tempted to destroy my own blog.

Hope this feeling goes away. IF not the title of this blog is not going to remain a question but a statement. The only question is whether it will be end of this blog or the end of my sanity.