Rock/Stone

I often have a problem with words. It's really quite hard to explain. I always have an image in my mind when I try to communicate. But it's so hard to translate that image into spoken words. That I someimtes, find myself stammering. My mouth can't quite describe the vision in my mind. Nor can it quite catch up with my thoughts! It's so frustrating that I sometimes, choose to just nod. "Hm..Hm" in agreement. Some people speak so beautifully and naturally. That have a sense of rythmn when they speak. Their thoughts flow naturally. But I'm just can't find the words quick enough to describe my mental image. That it sometimes frustrate me. I wish I thought things out in words. But they come in pictures! URghh! I suspect that some people talk thoughts in their head, or actually visualize words when they speak. (lucky them. -probably all turned politicians or con-artist).

Just met up with my Jc pals. (Lovely bunch of pple).-[can pple be called a bunch of pple? what the hell..] Was telling them a short-story I really liked, but it was so jerky..I kept stopping to gather my thoughts. It really amazes me that pple can communicate at all. I'm sure that my mental image when translated into words and processed by their brain comes out altogether a totally different thing. Like how I used 'rock' to describe the mental picture of a small peice of jagged stone. I'm not sure how they recieved even just this single word. Will they think it a large piece of geological crust material? I can't say for sure why I didn't just use the word stone. But it felt wrong. I saw the image of a jagged. rough. small peice of rock/stone. But the word 'stone' sounds too smooth. Too pebble like. It's No wonder that I can't talk smoothly, if I even have to deliberate such a simple word in that split second.