life's too short to be afraid!!!!

Aiya!!! So Sian!!!
Again, it is one of those sudden inspirations
like having those urges to create some craft
beacuse you saw someone else one the train who inspired
Or cooking because cooking shows
gave you longings to make something edible
and make other people go "Hmmm! Murh! gulpHmmmm!"
just like those cooking show guests who
pretty much only appear to make those sounds
look happy and disappear again
into some weird universe just for cooking show extras.
Anyway,
I signed up to volunteer in a performance
LIGHTOLOGY
and I am bloody inspired
by this group of people who do what they love
I want to be like that!
To do things I love
damn!
WHy Not?
Why Not?
How many excuses can we give to prevent ourselves from pursuing things we want
to pursue?
How long can we pretend that daily, unimportant hussles
are "urgent".
How Urgent and important are frivolous little things we NEED to do?
If I can answer them,
i can write a book
be a bestseller millionaire
and go and do only the things I love
PErFECT!
Am I afraid that I will forget everything I am saying now
and think today?
Swallowed up by work, frivolous, frivolous, meaningless
things?
Maybe! But I pray that there'll always be people to remind me
AND Oh! how i wish
I can become one of those who will remind people
not to forget desires like these.
To do what is worthwhile
Because WARNING:(Cliche approaching:)
LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO BE AFRAID