How bizarre

The problem with these personal blogs is that they are painfully embarrassing to read on hindsight. These public diaries of sort are real gut-wrenching embarrassments. It's like having a really hideously ugly or retarded offspring you wish you could hide in the attic. What sucks is that it comes from you, and you know that it is really a)badly written, b)self-indulgent in the worst sense of the words, and that c) no one gives a damn about what you think really, it is all just self gratifying. Worst of all d) you actually enjoy writing these little notes that you KNOW you will crinch when you read them again five years down the road. How bizarre. How bizarre.