So I'm 23.
Things are still the same
still the same old me
still
still
just this new sadness
I wonder if Buddha really had it right,
it is the illusions
in life
the ties
the people
the moments
which give life its beauty
and Anne Sexton said truth
with grace, poignance
that only the true believers mock God
I miss my freedom and peace of mind
I want to whistle everything down the wind
white doves
uncaged into blue skies
a fistful of golden sand or leaves
dancing in a breeze
a goodbye drown out by sea waves
I miss my self-sufficiency
the simplicity
of one
Two makes things complicated
but One and a half drives me crazy
with anticipation
with expectation
with hope and disappointment.
I want to just throw it to the wind
and let God's hand embrace
the confusion
I want the determination and suave calm
to sit under a Bodhi tree
and let life unravel itself around you
in messy tangles
while you unwind reality
and make everything illusion
but the truth is simple
only if you're alone
and the Buddha was
one
By: Nippy | Thursday, August 23, 2007 at 12:55 PM | | 
Ok OK Control yourself, angry mob of curious friends.. Haha (MUhahaHHAahahaha)
so... I have finally decided to reveal the secret identity of this person...... NAh...
So this person I have been eyeing and been really interested in for the past 4-5 months.. and I did ask him out, though I didn't ask him out on a date, I ask him if he would like to go out with me sometime... (Sim, is this too vague?) But Darn, I did it and feel damn good that I did.
He is extremely shy. Which is one reason why I asked him first, just because I'm so damn sick of waiting, and there comes to this point when I feel like "It's do or die! Now or never!" And then I did it.
And Sim, I finally understand what you mean about falling in love with someone you feel physically attracted to. There's a;ways a buzz I feel around him.
OK Due to the nature of this blog being partly public, I will update you guys further via email or something....
Oh about comment section.. I dont know how to make that, I will probably have to change my whole blog skin! I promise to do that "soon".. (an estimation)
By: Nippy | Sunday, August 12, 2007 at 4:26 AM | |
"I took a leap, will I fly or fall?"
There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
Friedrich Nietzsche, "On Reading and Writing"
(1844 - 1900)
By: Nippy | Sunday, August 05, 2007 at 12:49 PM | |
