It's been a while. Realized I can't really write when I am going through something--it needs a little lag time before it can materialize. Meanwhile, things I feel are just raw materials and this strange mixture of feelings, I can't even call these thoughts, they are just shadowy things existing on the fringe of my conscious mind scavenging for scraps of space in my head.
Who knows they might just end up falling into the gap of oblivion, dead things which have never existed in the first place. We'll wait and see that's all I can do for now.
